Salam wbt,
Freedom is always an interesting meaning right. For some people it means liberation from an oppressor. For others its like a bird, being able to just fly and soar. For me, it represents a struggle. A struggle to do things without having to think so much of what people think. That's my personal freedom. To not be locked up, tied down or suffocated.
Sometimes I hate writing the word "my". Coz nothing actually belongs to me you know. And sometimes the word "my" opens up too much dimensions. Once you put "my" there, it's like people are getting to know you. So it gets a bit scary.
Em, I've been looking around actually nowadays for some ways to escape. I'm not one to be tied down. And I want to go places you know. Experience things. And not get settled down. Honestly I don't like to get attached. I've tried it once and I got a good one from the process. And I think I'm okay with just that one at one. I like moving you know. Just going from one place to another.
I don't know where's life gonna get me. I could be anywhere.
But I do hope.
That I can be true to myself. And I pray I can hold on to that you know.
And not have to contradict.
Ya Allah, I really don't know you know.
Sometimes I just feel like I'm just settling.
I just hope I'm doing he right thing.
Please help me.
