Bismillah

dear..hey..and hi

Allah...You know me..You know my inner thoughts...You know how I feel..

I've been trying to reconnect...with You...with old friends..with stuff...

but sometimes...the things you connect back with...your old friends...the ones you've grown up with..the ones you haven't seen for such a long time...

is scary....

and you're..

worried...

that there's never a time to turn back you know..

*sigh

And You know more than anyone..that time ends abrupt

anytime, anything can happen

anytime you can stop breathing

anytime you can die

and I'm afraid that they'd end short...

I'm afraid for unchanged melodies..

I'm afraid that I'm too weak to help...

Allah...You know me more than I know myself....

w'salam wbt