Summer 2009

Salam,

School's starting and I think its pretty exciting. =) I like surgery. Learned suturing and it was scary even though it was on a dummy. Heheh. My hands were actually shaking. Silly me...

Anyways, so classes are officially starting today. Lectures started last week, and today, basically starts all the hands-on stuff. I am excited but also kinda nervous and I dunno..scared a bit.

I had a good summer. Meet a lot of people. Learned a lot of things. About things, about people and about myself. I think I have to start thinking and acting like an adult now. Take things a bit more seriously and be more active. I used to be pretty active and I like trying new things and stuff. But lately, things have been pretty and I've been pretty unmotivated to do any more than read books and current issues and stuff. I need to get a bit more physically participative and active.

Alright, basically I think I've learned to be a bit more understanding towards people. Although its not really shown much on the outside at the moment, but I'm trying to adjust it all inside. I do believe it is a process and I think in that sense I need to give myself time to understand and comprehend. Just for the good of my own soul.

Also, there's a lot of diseases of the heart that I'm trying to heal. Things like ego and I dunno, jealousy, self-blaming and so on. I think the heart is a very important element I should take care of. The heart is probably the biggest thing that I've never realized has the biggest power and influence on a human being. And I want to harnest that power. Be a good person.

Okay. I think that's all I want to babble about tonight. See you guys. =)

Salam.