Friday, October 8, 2010

o my gosh

Bismillah..

O my gosh, I just looked over my previous entries, and oh gosh...It's kinda scary. Especially that Malay rant. O God, I seem so angry. I must've been. I do know where that entry came from, but o gosh, even I am too scared to try to remember the event.

Hm..sorry guys. Must've scared u guys too.

=) I'm not that scary in person.

w'salam wbt

One week and a half in 5th year

Bismillah..

Assalamu'alaikum wbt

It's been already one week and a half in 5th year and I gotta say, I'm loving it~! =) Alhamdulillah....=)

So far these are what's already happened (sorry for the weird grammar) :

1. Moved into a new house and I'm loving it. It's chic (at least in my eyes ;) ), small, cute and so close to everywhere else. I get to walk everywhere now! :) Thereby catering my long-overdue need for some exercise :).

2. Walking alongside the river every morning to class. Beautiful. Just beautiful. There's the morning breeze. There's the trees turning different shades of red welcoming autumn. There's the sounds of water gushing through the dam. There's the water, clean and clear reflecting the blue sky above.

3. More clinical stuff in class. Although I think, it might just be me that's only noticing it now. I like it though. More applications. And more things make sense. Like why I wanted to be a doctor in the first place.

These are the good things Alhamdulillah. But knowing Czech Republic, I think, most of the time, it'd be us that needs to push for some excitement. Be initiative and push ourselves more to participate. 'Cause, from experience, the teachers sure are not going to do it for us. We, or specifically, I, have to make my own experience here exciting. It took me 4 years and a hospital attachment at UM to realize it, but I sure am not going to waste my one year more here despising and lamenting on it. I need to make the best of this year. Both as a student and as something more.

w'salam wbt