Forensic class

bismillah

salam wbt

*sigh...* had a class about suicide today..

too sad...just too sad..

i think people kill themselves because they have not found reason for them to live...or that they find the reason to be too insignificant or that they're consumed in thoughts of what they perceived as the only reason to live...

and life means nothing...and unbearable to live in anymore..

it's so sad... gosh.. isk isk..

i'm sorry..

this is just too emotional...

i think they need a guide...they need someone to talk to..someone to show them the way...

i think they need Islam...they need to get to know Islam...

and we, those who know how meaningful life has become for us since we live and breath Islam needs to share Islam with them...they never knew about Islam you know...

we need to help..

the subject of suicide is just something very fragile to me...something very close and personal..

so I can say that I know how they feel..

but tarbiyyah has given me a life...a meaning..Islam has given me a life...and a love..and i hope, a bigger heart...i pray for it insyaAllah...

so i think people really should share. Islam is not a secret. it's not something exclusive to be kept within personal spheres or barriers or boundaries. It extends beyonds those constrictions. Islam is not exclusive. It's inclusive. It's a wide expanse. It's love and and sharing and peace and care.

let's share guys.

w'salam wbt

Bismillah

dear..hey..and hi

Allah...You know me..You know my inner thoughts...You know how I feel..

I've been trying to reconnect...with You...with old friends..with stuff...

but sometimes...the things you connect back with...your old friends...the ones you've grown up with..the ones you haven't seen for such a long time...

is scary....

and you're..

worried...

that there's never a time to turn back you know..

*sigh

And You know more than anyone..that time ends abrupt

anytime, anything can happen

anytime you can stop breathing

anytime you can die

and I'm afraid that they'd end short...

I'm afraid for unchanged melodies..

I'm afraid that I'm too weak to help...

Allah...You know me more than I know myself....

w'salam wbt